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2005-08-09T17:42:30Z

Trying to forget everything that isn't you.

2005-08-08T02:45:56Z

This week has been very eventful..I dont really remember everything I did. All I remember was Tuesday hungout with Kyle & Sloane like all night. Wednesday went to Sloanes then met up with kyle peter jenni and luke then got christi hungout with peters & slept over at sloanes. Thursday me and Sloane went thrift store shopping had a sewing party then went to Jenni's play..It was good and I love Jenni so it made it even better duh. Friday well fun friday, went to some abondoned road then starbucks then citrus park..fun stuff..Saturday lake with sloane christi & uh michala fun stuff ya..then went to in n out then peters with everyone. Slept at sloanes went to church this morning took a 4 hr nap then came home..now Im just sitting here thinking how school starts in exactly a month minus a day. Bad news Boaters right there. Tomorrow shopping with karissa jenni margarita sloane n christi yepp. Pointless entry I say yes. hmm bye.

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-08-02T11:43:00

2005-08-02T18:44:35Z

Yesterday was a really good day surprisingly..I thought I was basically gonna sit at hoem and do nothing but at like 1:00 Jenni came over and we just hungout went to the post office then margarita came & got us went shopping I got a new purse & shirt then I came home went to dinner then kyle came & got me & went to lukes and went swimming with luke kyle peter margarita jenni & christi. Then we came back to Margaritas/Peters and hungout and had fun. Then I wokeup this morning & came home..well yesterday was fun hopefully today will be too. I should be seeing scotty today =] hopefully. Yeah bye. <3

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-08-01T04:55:00

2005-08-01T11:57:31Z

So like I fell asleep at 8 so now I am awake and not tired at all, sweet man. Mmm I went shopping earlier got some cool stuff. My life is so boring I need a change or something cuz its pretty much just gay. But ya... Good morning.

..sometimes

2005-07-30T08:15:23Z

Well my birthday was a really great day. First I wokeup at like 5 and couldnt sleep but then I finally fell asleep got up at 9 went to the mall got a cute outfit then came home went on the comp did nothing to exciting talked to sloane on the phone for like forever uh then got ready margarita came & got me & we went n got karissa s & jenni. Well then we went to the beach. Except it was Dana Point so it took like forever & a day to get there. But we went & hungout with Christi Luke Kyle Peter & Aaron. Then us girls went to ralphs & got dinner and had a moonlight dinner hahaha the last supper on my birthday oh man good times. Then we met up with the boys crammed 10 people in a 5 seater drove over to the campsite & basically had smores! Then we walked on the beach had an attack that didnt go to well & basically left the beach. Then us girls were idiots drove around Corona like idiots & ended up at starbucks. Me & Jenni went on a good walk. I l0ve it! Hmm then Jenni and I came to my house and now were here updating you.
..sometimes I am feeling you...or more than sometimes.

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-07-29T01:25:00

2005-07-29T08:28:32Z

So it's my birthday. I have the worst headache i've had in the longest time. Rissa came over & took me to the movies & we saw wedding crashers, way cute. Today I am going shopping with my mom and then whoever wants to hangout with me will hangout with me. Blah special yaa thats it..goodnite/morning <3

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-07-28T11:24:00

2005-07-28T18:24:58Z

It would be great if people didn't send mixed signals.

And so it is, just like you said it would be.

2005-07-28T06:56:03Z

So I finished my room..I seriously love it so much..I called Sloane and had her comeover just to see it, basically I am a dork..anyways I finished my room all day after shopping & then at like 7:30 sloane & christi came over & then we went to lukes. It was fun. Tomorrow I have to get up early so me & Sloane can go pick lukey up from summer school..hmmm my birthday is friday. I haven't seen Michala in over 2 weeks its pretty weird. Whatever though..Life is okay & that's what matters.

a hersheys bar has 230 calories.

2005-07-26T07:50:12Z

Well I just want to say..

I love smokey..
:)

9 times out of 10 our hearts just get dissolved.

2005-07-25T10:25:59Z

So it's like 3 & I am bored..I didnt do anything today..This is gonna be probably the most pointless post of my life. It's hot in my room. I am listening to modest mouse. I wokeup at 11 today then fell back asleep around 12 and didnt wakeup till like 6ish. So I am basically not tired at all. Water tastes good. bye

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-07-21T00:18:00

2005-07-21T07:26:58Z

Today I painted my room a bright light blue (if that makes sense) and its pretty. & My parents are leaving tomorrow till sunday so on monday I am gonna paint the bottom border lime green. My room is pretty. My birthday is in 9 days. Sometimes I am really cool and happy. & I just decided I want my hair darker like pretty much black and like 3 inches shorter..Hmm goodbye? Yeah goodbye.

...even though we barely talk

2005-07-18T07:16:53Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA MICHELLE MENDOZA

Amanda, Wow well where do i start. I haven't talked to you much this year which I totally don't like. But that's what happends when people move. But I remember last yr like at this time we were having sleepover me you ana and sage. I miss that. Your 15 wooo! Your old. Hahahaha Well I love you so much and hope your birthday is wonderful.
Love,
Your Twin Amanda Michelle

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-07-17T22:54:00

2005-07-18T05:56:27Z

I hate myself so much. I do the dumbest things and want people that have nothing to do with anything. Catch my drift..?

Don't hold this against me..

2005-07-17T07:12:14Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you.
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of.
7. Put this in your journal

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-07-14T13:00:00

2005-07-14T20:01:28Z

Hey, Summer has been great...Many Beach Trips and Many Mcdonalds Trips..Eating Ice Cream and playing Hide n Seek has been basically all I have been doing..I basically love it.

I love Summer, and these people..<3

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-07-07T18:20:00

2005-07-08T01:23:09Z

Hey, Summer is going okay..Nothing really that exciting. 4th of July was pretty fun except I almost got killed from a firework coming into sloanes car and hits me n bonces off n almost hits her in the face..yes ! Well I am annoyed ppl r gay..BLAH! yess <3

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-06-30T00:10:00

2005-06-30T07:31:49Z

Havent updated in a while. Summer has just been great..except theres like no new boys and theres nothing that will happen with the old even if I wanted it to..what can you do though?

10 people who have changed your life
1.) Jenna
2.) Kelsey
3.) Ana
4.) Sage
5.) Ashley
6.) Tyler
7.) Sloane
8.) Jarrid
9.) Tyler
10.)Marissa

9 dreams you have
1.) Moving to New York.
2.) Writing my own Book.
3.) Driving.
4.) Having a stable relationship with my mom.
5.) Getting a 4.0.
6.) Being at the best point in my life.
7.) Owning a real Panda.
8.) Living in an Apartment with all my friends.
9.) Something to do with boys and liking me.

8 of your obsessions
1.) Computer.
2.) Pictures.
3.) Music.
4.) Shoes.
5.) Polka Dots.
6.) Writing Stories.
7.) Late Night Phone Calls.
8.) Hair.

7 beautifull people
1.) Sloane
2.) Michala
3.) Marissa
4.) Jenna
5.) Ashley
6.) Ana
7.) Sage

6 of your favorite songs
1.) Matchbook Romance- My eyes burn.
2.) Saosin- I can tell.
3.) Thursday- War all the time.
4.) Bright Eyes- Lover I don't have to love.
5.) Copeland- Pin your wings.
6.) Fallout Boy- Nobody puts baby in the corner.

5 of your favorite things
1.) Music
2.) Computer
3.) Cars
4.) Shoes
5.) Friends

4 things that scare you
1.) Rats.
2.) Walking home late at night.
3.) Hate.
4.) Being Bored.

3 movies you love
1.) Donnie Darko.
2.) Phantom of the Opera.
3.) 13 going on 30.

2 books you love
1.) Monkey Buisness.
2.) Go ask Alice.

1 person you trust with your life
1.) Sloane.

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-06-18T14:43:00

2005-06-18T21:47:02Z

What a way to start out summer. It's been great. Thursday was Marissa Maleah Jessielee and Sharlan. We went to Sam's Club and ate then went to Marissas then Jessielee Maleah and I went back to Jessielees got ready then went to visit marissa at work. Maleah went to graduation n the rest of us went to a bonfire with Glendora boys. The car ride was friken tight. Had a sleepover then went home n Crystal Marissa n Jessielee picked me up went to lunch friday at Bj's...Michala n Chris came n got Jessielee and I went to the beach. Wow beach was so weird crazy but just amazing. The bonfire was great walking down Main St..just everything was so much fun. Went to Marissas after. This morning Marissa and I went shopping. I think I am going to the Mall with Michala in a little well well well..Summer is basically gonna be the freaking best.

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-06-15T20:17:00

2005-06-16T03:23:35Z

Today was freakin tight as heck.

Minimum day-went to in n out stayed there from like 2 till 2:30 me n christi went over to walmart got some fabric for the dresses for camp..then aaron came n got us went to jarrids..I got thrown in the pool by aaron but its cuz of dumb michala and kyle..I still love her though. Then we just hungout n I went to Kyles with Luke Scotty n Peter. I had fun today. =]

TOMORROW=LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.

yeahh excitement.

I love this girl to death..♥

2005-06-15T04:28:59Z

best friends forever . . . ♥
Ashley Christine Andrade..I love you more than anything seriously this picture just brings back so many wonderful memories. You will always be my emo whore and my best friend. I miss you. :(
B♥F♥F♥L♥N♥M W♥H♥O♥W♥C♥B♥U♥F♥ E♥A♥E♥A♥E♥A♥E F♥U♥B♥U♥N T♥G♥T♥S

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-06-14T19:22:00

2005-06-15T02:26:55Z

[+] Deleted my other one..idk why.
[+] 2 days left.
[+] No finals in rest of my classes.
[+] I love Michala and Christi.

...

[-] Sloane can't do anything for 2 weeks.
[-] Things are just weird recently.
[-] Afraid of my grades..

I can't really complain.

Last weekend was pretty dumb ..
but parks + cookie dough = love.

Nothing left to say..
Summer=Visits to other cities..
Finally.

love love love <3.

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-04-24T13:32:00

2005-04-24T20:33:37Z

show..fun.

Luke (singer) Jarrid (drums) Trevor (guitar) part of caulfield at all about coffee.

Luke Jarrid Peter (bass)

Trevor is cute when he wears my clippy.

Jarrids wearing my ribbon in his hair

whose face is cuter ? haha kidding trevy.

Me at Marissas

Dont ask.

Kyleee!

My beautiful Sloane!!

Basically pro picture taking skills..thats aaron n my christi dear

Jeffrey Thomas Child

Maleah Me Marissa

mmm

Rissa and I..not twins.

Rissa Me Jeff

So serious

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-03-22T19:27:00

2005-03-23T03:27:48Z

ya so I dyed my hair take a look comment with an honest opinion yea? <3

sometimes were really cool

we love bears =]

ya reddish brown idk actually it was suppose to be dark brown who knows.

f0rever__y0urs @ 2005-03-12T12:21:00

2005-03-12T20:56:28Z

So last night was just weird.

Marissa Sharlan Chris and I had Jerimie drive us down to huntingtion beach for the bonfire. It turned out to be really gay and michala was really bugging all of us so were all just like were gonna go on a walk. And Michala was like all 5 of you and we were like yea. Then we went home. We went to Sharlans and ordered pizza and played chutes and ladders and pretty pretty princess. it was way better than the dumb bonfire with the dumb people. Then the guys left but Chad cameover at 11 and stayed till like 12 me and marissa were really tired so we were saying really dumb things. Then we went to sleep at like 1 and Lexi woke us 3 up at like 8. Then at like 11 me and marissa went to her house and I came home at like 12. Tonight I think I am going bowling with marissa sharlan crystal luke and them. Yah well bye.

I don't know..rant.

2005-03-10T02:25:16Z

Right now things are just not going too well..

Sloane brokeup with Trevor so now we officially have no guy friends. And I love hanging out with Sloane Christi and Michala don't get me wrong but I think it can be funner if guys are involved. I miss our old gang. When it was sloane, christi , me , trevor, jarrid, peter, aaron, luke, jeff, kyle, and michala. Whatever maybe we'll move on and find new guys that aren't jerks or maybe everything will work out. Right now I am just annoyed with everyone. Except Christi and Sloane. My grades suck, My social life is shitty, and I am just annoyed with my family. Things will look up eventually I just hope it can happen soon. Today was a minimum day and all I did was go to wal*mart with my sister and the one person I see is the girl Jarrid is seeing.tight. ahhhg im irritated so I am gonna stop goodbye. I miss moorpark alot.

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